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| Source: weheartit.com |
For my fucking whole life, I have been living almost 21 years old----
I never feel so bad about myself. I just deeply
in love of how I lived my life and blessed for the cycles and received day by
day gift from God. Thanks God ftw! Until someone break my confidence.
My very first post of this 2020 is going to
discuss how I dealt with “Body Shaming and How It Impact my mental health”.
I never feel “I am too fat” or “Ih gue
gendutan banget”. Even if I said so, I will pass the day just as usual, I will
eat all the foods I likes. Drinks coffee, boba and all the sweet things!
I went
to a meeting in Hotel (almost every week) and definitely ate all the foods they
prepared cause HELLLL! It tasted so damn good and who’d like to ignore them? I’d
never limit myself and yes I gained almost 7kgs this 2019, in 6 months; August
to December.
That 7kgs were actually fine----until
I heard someone did a body-shaming to myself and I heard it directly. Was I feel
sad? Was I feel broken. Yes.
Hey, people love to tell a jokes. But,
what I’ve heard was not a joke at all. It was a serious-self humiliating things
ever. I was fine when people said that “kamu kucel” or “kamu sih item, ga ada
yang mau” but after that we were laughing, and I was fine. It was just a joke
backthen. I am definitely not throwing a hate in a person who said so, gapapa.
We were friends, I’ve forgiven you. but what I am trying to say and tell
is----Body Shaming is not cool at all.
Here’s my story!
